Sunday, April 24, 2005

The worm song :)

happy happy joy joy says:
anyway did i tell you the worm song?!

stepping out of the cave! says:
hahaah..... no

happy happy joy joy says:
my team mate made it up!

happy happy joy joy says:
it has to be sung to the nelly furtado i'm like a bird song

stepping out of the cave! says:
uh huh

happy happy joy joy says:
do you know it?

happy happy joy joy says:
i'm like a worm

happy happy joy joy says:
i wiggle and i squirm

happy happy joy joy says:
i dont know where my head is

happy happy joy joy says:
maybe thats where my butt is

happy happy joy joy says:
hahahhaahahaah sooooooo funny right!

stepping out of the cave! says:
hahahahaha.....

stepping out of the cave! says:
u r nuts.... I think it will be funnier if u sing it for me next time

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

How blur can I get!!!!

realise that I'm getting older... memory wise...
I've been on 3 days study leave. Today I make my way to the driving school for my driving lesson... it was a hot wed afternoon and I decided to take a cab down.... Was initially pretty please with myself cos driving lesson on a weekday afternoon is much cheaper than the weekends and nights that I've been paying for... But when I reach there... I realise that I didnt book the lessson!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGGGGGGRRRRHHHHHHHHHHH..... How blur can I get... so I made my way back home... wasted my money on the cab and wasted my time which I'm suppose to spend on my assignment!! hai....
Anyway, going for Sound of Music later... hope its good... then at least it will cheer me up abit !

Monday, April 11, 2005

Blur Queen

Thanks for all the encouraging words!! I guess all of us are gifted in one way or another.

Anyway, I had wanted to blog about this last week but 4got.... last friday a very stupid thing happen to me. In the morning when I left for work... I suddenly felt very uneasy as I tot that I forgot to switch of the iron... I was totally paranoid and started asking everyone in office if they had ever done that b4 (forgot to switch off the iron and let it lie flat on the cloth).... I was imagining how it will burn down my house and all that! So I prayed ... and prayed... prayed tat God will somehow switch off the switch for me.. when I shared this with my colleague and ask him to pray for me too.. he said that I shld pray more realistically..... like pray that my Dad will come home in the middle of the day and realise it in time b4 it burn down my house,.... But I tot there's nothing wrong in asking God to switch off for me wat..

Anyway, after my mtg in the morning.. I decided to take a cab back to check.... ( not like its gonna help cos' its been 4 hrs since I left home !) but I went anyway..... I was initially hoping that I'll just quietly go home and check and not alarm anybody cos my parents will definitely scream if they were to find out abt this... anyway, to my horror... when I reach my home .................. my mum was on her way back too (she knocked off early that day!) I was praying hard that nothing happen at home when I open the door..... And Thank God!!! the iron was switched off :D hehehehe...... so blur of me rite!! In the end I spent abt $15 on cab fare just to check on my iron.....

Now I'm more careful after I iron my clothes... heheheh..........

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Thanksgiving

Been wanting to blog early this week.. but was too distracted. so could only do it now. anyway, I did quite well for my assignment :O) Got distinction!! am really pleasantly surprise! I still remembered that when I was doing the assignment, things had been really tough cos I was rushing the proposal. And the assignment was not my pirority. I was just doing it for the sake of submitting it. So I really didnt expect to do so well! (anyway, I hv one more assignment to go b4 I get the final result for this module) am also very glad that the proposal that was submitted to my bosses was well received and they thought that it was well written :O) Its this kind of recognition that helps me to press on I guess.

Truthfully speaking, when I first recieved my results.... my immediate tot was.... "Wow, am I so good?!! its not like I put extra effort into it.... and its not that I was working extra hard to score top... and I did well despite the fact that I was stress and busy with other stuff. and also, I did it again! (I did quite well for my 1st module also) " I was very please with myself.... yes MYSELF... and PRIDE slowly creep in. BUT as I set there.... it suddenly dorn upon me that GOD was the one who had made this possible!! throughout my entire life... GOD was the one who had saw me through all my studies, exams and assignment. and REALLY I cldnt hv done it without HIM... even if I'm really gd at writing and psychology... I know for sure that GOD was the one who bless me with this gift! I'm really grateful for that. and I want to glorify Him with all that had happened. I'm really Thankful for that.

I know that things doesnt happen by chance... and with all these things happening and all the blessings from God... I start to wonder to myself "wat does God hv in store for me" "wat meaning can I get out of all these" "is God telling me something" "is he trying to show me something"

I've been thinking lately whether to further my studies... whether to continue with the Masters in Applied Psychology or Social Work or Public Policies. I also wonder to myself whether is counselling really my forte.... yah.. I may hv done well in my studies in this area... but am I really helping ppl with my counselling? or is all I have .. jus head knowledge.. and I jus hv a knack for writting but not in practice..... I dono.... I jus tot if I go into Social work and public policy then maybe I'll be able to impact/help more ppl in the area setting up structure and policies for them.... But is God trying to tell me to continue with psychology by blessing me with the good results? I really dono....God pls show me and tell me.... I wanna do your will.... I wanna do wat u hv planned for me... If only u show me the way... isit cos I've not open my heart and ears to hear from u?...

Pls pray tgt with me that I'll be able to hear from God .....

Wanna also share abt a lesson that God tot me in Numbers... God had been really good..... In the beginning of the mth I've been really xian.... and not motivated to do QT and all... and the tot of reading numbers is jus not very appealing to me... so I prayed that God will reveal to me new things through my QT despite the fact that I'm doing Numbers :P and sure enough.. He did..was just reading abt God sending the spies to the land of canaan to inspect the land... they came back with news of giants and was totally terrified.... they quickly chicken out eventhough God assured them victory and the promise land.... As a result, God punished them by sending them into the wilderness for 40 years. but in fact if they had trusted in the promise of God and move on in faith... God would hv bless them with the promise land there and then... Was just reflecting .... giants..... what are the giants in my life that had stopped me from claiming the promises of God? all the doubts and disbelieving.....hai..... why are we sometime so stupid as to go through life in fear when the only thing we need to do is to claim upon God's promises and hv faith...

FAITH....

Sunday, April 03, 2005

the return of the lazy P** ......

Oops.... u r rite rach... I'm indeed lazy.. been not blogging for more than 2 wks now.. I almost forgot my userid and password!! :P

anyway, the past weeks how been really bz.. work and stuff... plus Joy's wedding and CG outing and more work... well, I'm glad its over now... at least it seems this way.... just submitted my proposal on wed to the top... It felt as if I was submitting my thesis.. a great sense of relieve and accomplishment cos of the hard work and late nites I put in...well.. initially I was still quite concern that my big bosses will not like it or it was a lousy paper... but thank God! my ADs said that it was a well written paper and they have not much comments ... so it was sent up to my director the next day!!!! *grin*... am really glad.. cos initially I tot I need to go meet them up and explain the paper to them... or justify my recommendations or they would hv tons of objection or comments... but it turns out fine :) Thank God

As I look back this had been a really good learning experience.... had really learned alot from this.. and I'm surprise at the amount of things I had to cope and yet survived. Really thank God for the opportunity...

well, I'm not sure wat's up next for me in regards to the project... will probably need to make a presentation to my director and may even need to write the implementation paper.... which is gonna be another round of madness.... but I'm glad that God will be there for me and beside me as I go through this.... and I'm just really eager to learn more in this area of policy making and stuff.... well..... I'll just have to trust God and put my future in his hands ...

been a relaxing weekend without work being brought home :D.... very long never feel this way... I even manage to sleep until 10am today.... cld hv been longer if not for a phone call... (u know who u r!!!) :) anyway, thank God for the rest :)