Held

I just melt listening to this song.... It's a pretty sad song.. but yet very assuring

This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

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Held by Natalie Grant

Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would
Take a child from his mother while she prays
Is appalling.

Who told us we'd be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We're asking why this happens
To us who have died to live?
It's unfair.

Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it,
let the hatred numb our sorrow.
The wise hand opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

Bridge:
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we'd be held.

A gift for myself!

I bought a pair of blades!!!!! haha.... first step to healthy living!! toner legs and bum!! hahah..... Quite love the way it looks..... I meant the blades :)

A gift to pamper myself!!!!

Random

It jus started raining all of a sudden!!! It will be great for sleeping later! : )
Ok i hv nothing much to say actually but jus tot I'll drop by to say hi...
Recently realised that my dark eye rings are getting from bad to worse.... and I dnt know wat to do abt it...must be due to the constant staring into the computer... but I cant help it. someone rescue me from my panda eyes PLEEEAASSSEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! @_@
anyway, jus wanted to say that I shld really do my bsf homework daily.... I kinda cramp everything within 2 hrs on sunday and I realised I came up with really crappy answers which I'm embarressed to even share :P... and I think I really benefit more whn I take my time to do instead of rushing it through... God seems to reveal so much more to me...
yday session was interesting. I hv a member in my group who is not so fluent in english but she is always dilligent in coming and doin her homework... at first look one may think that she may not be able to contribute much cos she seems to be young in her faith.. but I realised that her childlike faith and willingness to learn and share openly really encouraged me and put me to shame....
ok another random tot...... I puke like a merlion during the ferry ride back from batam......

ignore this random post :P

cell outing

had fun for cell outing today altho initially I was dragging my feet ... :P

Feel sorry for Jeff and Aaron cos they had to lug me ard for the entire time!!! but I had good time talking to them on the trip too... somethin I cant do if I were to cycle on my own : )

Actually I r'bered taht I could cycle pretty ok when I was younger (like in sec sch). But i fell down quite badly once and developed a little bit of phobia for it for many yrs.... Altho after a while I did try to pick it up, but I never did seems to do it well or was confident enough to cycle on difficult terrains like ubin or on the road. Well, I guess its something I need to work on more..

anyway, I promise I'll improve on my cycling skills yah....

I woke up y'day, inspired to finally buy a pair of blades. haha.. yah..partly cos I didnt want the skills i picked up go to waste or to lose the skills entirely after a while.. So yah... I shall go buy a pair of blades with my bonus this year!! haha

Hope that I wont change my mind later or to have it as a white elephant at home after a while :P