Thanksgiving

Been wanting to blog early this week.. but was too distracted. so could only do it now. anyway, I did quite well for my assignment :O) Got distinction!! am really pleasantly surprise! I still remembered that when I was doing the assignment, things had been really tough cos I was rushing the proposal. And the assignment was not my pirority. I was just doing it for the sake of submitting it. So I really didnt expect to do so well! (anyway, I hv one more assignment to go b4 I get the final result for this module) am also very glad that the proposal that was submitted to my bosses was well received and they thought that it was well written :O) Its this kind of recognition that helps me to press on I guess.

Truthfully speaking, when I first recieved my results.... my immediate tot was.... "Wow, am I so good?!! its not like I put extra effort into it.... and its not that I was working extra hard to score top... and I did well despite the fact that I was stress and busy with other stuff. and also, I did it again! (I did quite well for my 1st module also) " I was very please with myself.... yes MYSELF... and PRIDE slowly creep in. BUT as I set there.... it suddenly dorn upon me that GOD was the one who had made this possible!! throughout my entire life... GOD was the one who had saw me through all my studies, exams and assignment. and REALLY I cldnt hv done it without HIM... even if I'm really gd at writing and psychology... I know for sure that GOD was the one who bless me with this gift! I'm really grateful for that. and I want to glorify Him with all that had happened. I'm really Thankful for that.

I know that things doesnt happen by chance... and with all these things happening and all the blessings from God... I start to wonder to myself "wat does God hv in store for me" "wat meaning can I get out of all these" "is God telling me something" "is he trying to show me something"

I've been thinking lately whether to further my studies... whether to continue with the Masters in Applied Psychology or Social Work or Public Policies. I also wonder to myself whether is counselling really my forte.... yah.. I may hv done well in my studies in this area... but am I really helping ppl with my counselling? or is all I have .. jus head knowledge.. and I jus hv a knack for writting but not in practice..... I dono.... I jus tot if I go into Social work and public policy then maybe I'll be able to impact/help more ppl in the area setting up structure and policies for them.... But is God trying to tell me to continue with psychology by blessing me with the good results? I really dono....God pls show me and tell me.... I wanna do your will.... I wanna do wat u hv planned for me... If only u show me the way... isit cos I've not open my heart and ears to hear from u?...

Pls pray tgt with me that I'll be able to hear from God .....

Wanna also share abt a lesson that God tot me in Numbers... God had been really good..... In the beginning of the mth I've been really xian.... and not motivated to do QT and all... and the tot of reading numbers is jus not very appealing to me... so I prayed that God will reveal to me new things through my QT despite the fact that I'm doing Numbers :P and sure enough.. He did..was just reading abt God sending the spies to the land of canaan to inspect the land... they came back with news of giants and was totally terrified.... they quickly chicken out eventhough God assured them victory and the promise land.... As a result, God punished them by sending them into the wilderness for 40 years. but in fact if they had trusted in the promise of God and move on in faith... God would hv bless them with the promise land there and then... Was just reflecting .... giants..... what are the giants in my life that had stopped me from claiming the promises of God? all the doubts and disbelieving.....hai..... why are we sometime so stupid as to go through life in fear when the only thing we need to do is to claim upon God's promises and hv faith...

FAITH....