Saturday, February 05, 2005

He will decide..

How often do we meet with dilemmas? Well, I think we are not strangers to it. Since the beginning of this week, I've been caught in a dilemma. I have to decide whether to take on a new project or remain in my current work which I had actually just started in Nov or to take on a new project which I had put up a proposal for last yr. It's quite a tough decision for me initially cos' I quite like the ppl I'm working with right now and the work can be quite interesting although at times it can be tough. Furthermore, I've been on my current project for the past 2 yrs plus. I definitely hav an attachment to it and have the desire to see my work materialise. However, the new project also seems to be a good opportunity and good learning experience. Although, I'm unsure about the ppl I'm gonna work with...
After some thought, I decided to stay put.. although I did wonder to myself if I'm chickening out and not willing to take challenges.... well, I do have my reasons (ask me personally if u wanna find out).
Although, I've made my decision, I also understand tat it may ultimately not be up to me to decide.. The big bosses has the final say.
But to me, my BIG boss is God. I had committed it into His hands and I strongly believe that he knows what's best for me even though I may not be able to understand or see it now. I've learned not to be over concerned about it but to just commit to God in prayer. I know that he knows wat's best and even if its gonna be tough for me. I know He will see me through and help me to overcome it.

Jer 29:11 - For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

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