3 to the power of 3

I'm super tired... but I tot I'll jus blog this before I forget.. today (12 Oct) is my 3 to the power of 3 th birthday. haha... sounds scary huh.... but nvm... I dnt feel like my age at all... I feel that I jus got out of school and had just started work... ok ok... haha... I bet alot of ppl are asking me to wake up!!

Today I took leave and I must say it had been a good day.

I wanted to start off the day with God and so I kinda pulled myself out of bed and went to the reservoir for a morning jog. I'm pretty pls with myself for doing that.. haha... If I dnt r'ber wrongly, the last time I had a morning jog was when I was in JC!!! hahaha.. that must be 9 years ago.. haaha... since then, I was never able to find enough motivation to get myself out of bed early enough for a jog.. well, I had quite a gd time... sweating it out, praising and worshiping God, talking to him and hearing from him... So I kinda spent 2 hrs at the res... haha... by the time I'm done... it was almost 11am.. ahah super hot by then

Anyway, I r'bered during one of my BSF session, one of the members shared abt asking God for a wish on her bday and it came true. So I tot I'll do likewise and ask God for a birthday wish. As I search within myself what I really really want, I realise what I really desire and wish to have is wisdom from God... understanding of His word and wisdom to teach and apply it. And I ask God to help me to draw closer to Him ... that this year will not be the same in terms of my relationship with Him. This is my birthday wish!

During my time at the reservior... something interesting happened too. A blue bird appeared infront of me. And I was reminded of Joy. ahaha.. yah the gal who prayed for a sign of a blue bird to help her decide whether to go overseas. And as I was also praying for God to speak to me about something. I tot I'll pray for a sign too... I prayed that before I leave the reserviour I'll see the blue bird again... and I'll take that as a confirmation of something that God had impressed upon my heart as I read his word. I must say I was abit apprehensive about asking God for a sign like that. As I recall, I've never prayed and ask God for a sign like this. In the past it was more through God's word and godly counsel that He had spoken to me. I was unsure if I shld take this seriously... but God kinda impress about my heart that I shld have more faith in Him that he will speak to me... And true enough, I did spot the blue bird for the 2nd time!!! hahah...The feeling when I saw the blue bird a 2nd time was amazing! I was grateful that God indeed had spoken to me!!!

As there were other stuff which I was praying about... I decided to ask God to show me another sign!! That is to see the blue bird a third time... haha... u all must be thinking I'm crazy!! haha...
Well this time round I didnt see it. But God somehow assured me that ... it was not a "no"... but a "wait and I'll reveal to you in due time" ... waiting is a way of claiming God's promise and it builds up faith. I realised that if God was to answer me now... then I'll be less dependant on Him to provide. And since it wasn't exactly something urgent, I believe God will reveal to me His plan in His time. What I need to do now is to trust and have faith that He will provide. So I'll wait with expectancy!! : )

It was a good morning indeed!! : )

The rest of the day was a string of meeting up with different ppl... and it was nice catching up with them. Met up with the gal whom I was trying to reach out to for dinner. As I was concern that she may think that I'm too preachy.. I decided tat I'll not talk about God tonite unless she ask me on her own accord..... and true enough!!... She ask me what is my birthday wish!! hahah... and I shared with her what my bday wish from God was. And later she was asking if I'm free next week.. and I told her I'm going for a seminar on the book of Ecclesiastes.. I just left it at that .. but she started to ask me what is it abt... and before I cld invite her... she started to check her diary if she is free to attend!!! haha amazing... What's more interesting is... she started to ask me qns about spiritual gifts!! haahaah..... seems like I dnt hve to do much to get her interested in Christianity!! ahah.. well, I'm glad and I hope she can attend the seminar!! : )

Alrite .. that's all... tired liao...thank you all who sms to wish me happy birthday!!!! :)